Again, I get it, change is difficult. I just gave up something that I love that I’ve been doing for 10 years. It was difficult but at the end of the day, I don’t want time to be the deciding factor on whether I should continue to do something or not…
I’ve since controlled my habit and stopped stocking the shelves at home. (Key to stopping all habits)
I rarely drink when I’m out and I have probably more fun than I ever had.
Now I’m not saying you just being O.K is not…well…O.K.
What you really have to consider is if being just “O.K” is acceptable.